I Call It A Dream

My dream never became a reality

I forgot what it was

I felt like crying but could not;

thinking of something about You.

Well,to be truthful,

You were no one to me.

Yet , the perfect personification

of my frustrations ,fears,

distress and desolation.

And ,some hatred too.

Yet,the way I loved being with You

Was no less a dream

Though, I feel like writing

more about our short sojourn

Yet my hands unflinchingly halt

Perhaps, they fear ,they are afraid

of someone called "You".

I lost , you lost

In our own distinct worlds-

Worlds which were once the same,

today distinct , yet same all the way.

I need some courage

Though ,I am brave I know

yet , mystic is today and

magical tomorrow.

In its magic and mist

let me be drown

forget You ,forget myself

Yet, You smile and destroy its magic

Why do You always have to be there?

And , yet become extinct in the

dire need of mine...........