A "Recognition"

hey guys perhaps its not the usual love stories that we usually come across, not a love story at all if we prefer to use the conventional ideology.
Its love in the most innovative or say non- descript form which we all probably realize subconsciously but fail to recognize consciously.


Its a story about a love that was realized long ago but was recognized only after it was gone.
So it was ....... at first none of them knew... Let me introduce it in first person
here it goes.........
when i first met this fellow , the first reaction was oh my GOD!!!!! do i need to talk to this rare species..........?? uhhh!! the absurdity at its best..
but slowly i realised that every first impression may not end in last one...
time is supreme... so things slowly change.. people do and thus the perceptions thereby associated.
slowly , 1 yr passed and oneday I felt the aura of this person surrounding me even though in absence... i quickly try to forget it, feeling awkward at the thought that the person i hated at first sight , today just a thought of L ( lets give a name??? no, only initials.." L" ) brings the biggest smile my face ever witnessed: i know how awkward my mind and logistics were and how right my heart...
slowly , i started liking L's ways , the actions , the smile , the voice, the feel itself....... i wasnt sure whether it was my first love or just a harmonious play of hormones of salad days...........
days passed, months too...... yet the emotions did not lapse into passivity. i started watching for L's presence everywhere in school , in dance class, in park , in tution classes .... everywhere... smtimes even in my dreams..... slowly i was addicted to a fellow who at first sight created all the cacophony within me but like Mozart who harmonized even the worst devil later on... slowly we knw and comprehended the vibrations but the carcass of social norms vanquished every inch of communication.Soon , eyes learned to whisper more slowly than silence.... and the untitled bond was established..
Time flies at mercurial rates, yes ! it does. so it did. we completed our school days and knowing the restrictions( unaware of the regrets ) , we moved in different directions ................ leaving our eyes to search each other in vain.......... we never met again......
but , even today the same face strikes the required chords but time has passed and though we both realize it ,we ignore..... just ignore it and thus the aftermath is a night- full of tears trascending from unknown memory lanes...... we miss and regret ........ but still time is a mechanical wheel, it never reverts. Was it love?? perhaps not ; or may be yes in its most pure form where two souls understood without saying a word................... searching for an interrogative justification from the last 5 yrs...... an Endless Search perhaps.